Gone
Without
A
Trace:
Reflections
on
My
Disappearing
English
Nickname As
I
sit
here
trying
to
pen
down
my
feelings
about
my
disappearing
English
nickname,
the
first
thing
that
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to
mind
is
a
sense
of
loss.
It
may
seem
like
a
trivial
matter
to
some,
but
to
me,
my
nickname
was
a
part
of
my
identity.
It
was
how
I
was
known
and
recognized
online,
both
in
my
personal
and
professional
circles. But
as
time
went
by,
I
found
myself
using
it
less
and
less
frequently.
Maybe
it
was
because
I
was
maturing,
or
maybe
it
was
because
I
wanted
to
distance
myself
from
the
playful
and
carefree
persona
that
my
nickname
represented.
Either
way,
one
day
I
realized
that
it
had
been
months
since
I
last
used
it,
and
it
felt
strange. I
started
to
ponder
why
we
use
nicknames,
especially
in
the
context
of
online
communication.
Is
it
for
anonymity
or
for
a
sense
of
belonging?
Is
it
to
showcase
a
different
aspect
of
our
personality
that
we
may
not
be
able
to
express
under
our
real
name?
Or
is
it
simply
because
it’s
fun? I
then
realized
that
my
reason
for
using
my
English
nickname
was
a
combination
of
all
those
reasons
and
more.
It
was
a
way
for
me
to
engage
with
others
in
a
more
relaxed
and
informal
manner.
It
allowed
me
to
connect
with
people
from
all
over
the
world
who
I
may
not
have
been
able
to
communicate
with
otherwise.
And
it
gave
me
a
sense
of
control
over
how
I
presented
myself
to
the
online
world. But
with
its
disappearance,
I’ve
come
to
accept
that
maybe
it’s
time
for
me
to
embrace
my
true
identity.
After
all,
our
identities
are
constantly
evolving
and
changing.
And
maybe,
just
maybe,
it’s
time
for
me
to
be
comfortable
with
who
I
am
without
any
nicknames
or
pseudonyms. In
conclusion,
my
disappearing
English
nickname
has
been
a
catalyst
for
me
to
reflect
on
the
role
and
purpose
of
nicknames
in
our
lives.
It’s
made
me
realize
that
while
they
may
serve
a
temporary
purpose,
ultimately,
it’s
important
to
embrace
our
true
identities
and
connect
with
others
authentically.